After spring break everything went crazy as my group and I tried to finish up our projects and et ready for graduation. I started to get really upset, especially after everyone got hired at FMC. No one wanted to even consider me for a job cause I'm a new grad and I kept getting rejection after rejection. It truly made me want to cry. Then on that same day, hope came knocking, I got an email from Seton asking me some questions about working and before I knew it I was routed to 3 hospitals and a clinic in Austin. I hope this means good news for me. I hope I get a job in Texas.
For now though, I am home and on some days I love it and others I want to rip my own head off. My family loves each other very much, don't get me wrong, but some days I just want to...well, I'll leave it at that.
I miss everyone from school. I miss Sara and Jamie. I miss all my nursing girls. I just miss school in general. Not the learning part, but the independence part. I really struggle with the whole "being an independent adult" bit when I am home.
Back to cleaning and packing my life away. I have so much stuff and I'm not quite sure what to do with it all. Studying starts Monday. Here's to passing my NCLEX!
Toodles,
Kassie